The Lost Codger

James Morisson - Live & Loud KL 2007, Acoustics @ KL Convention Centre.

I’ve been twisting and turning in a space that’s too small
I’ve been drawing the line and watching it fall
You’ve been closing me in , closing the space in my heart
Watching us fading and watching us fall apart

Well I can’t explain why it’s not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It’s the better thing to do

It’s time to surrender
It’s been too long pretending
There’s no use in trying
When the pieces don’t fit anymore

You pulled me under so I had to give in
Such a beautiful mess that’s breaking my skin
Well I’ll hide all the bruises; I’ll hide all the damage that’s done
But I show how I’m feeling until all the feeling has gone

Well I can’t explain why it’s not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It’s the better thing to do

It’s time to surrender
It’s been too long pretending
There’s no use in trying
When the pieces don’t fit anymore

Oh, don’t misunderstand how I feel
Coz I’ve tried, yes I’ve tried
Still I don’t know why
No I don’t know why

Why I can’t explain why it’s not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It’s the better thing to do

It’s time to surrender
It’s been too long pretending
There’s no use in trying
When the pieces don’t fit anymore
The pieces don’t fit here anymore

15 years ago, at a local golf club…
Dad: This is my son…
Dad’s friend: Wah, your son can be your bodyguard!
Me: Hello (smiling sheepishly).

A couple of hours ago, at a local golf club…
Dad: This is my son…
Dad’s friend: Wah, your son can be your bodyguard!
Me: Hello (smiling sheepishly).

(dalam hati: nasib baik anak kau cun)

Today marks the 16th day that I’m officially home. I just bought a pair of RM15 “casual shorts” for myself from the nearby Giant Mall. The last time I wore shorts was back in secondary school when I was in Form Three. Most of my friends had made the switch to wearing trousers and I suddenly became very very conscious of my aurat i.e. knees; so I joined the crowd. Since then, I’ve never looked back.

I’m very happy with my cheapo shorts. They keep my legs cool. Jeans are way too warm for me for here but perhaps I will adjust with time. However, I think I will limit to wearing shorts at home. I’m still very conscious about my knees. Come to think of it, I think my knees are very sexy. Sorry ladies, you will either have to peer over the fence with a very long zoom lens or crash through the front gate in a Hummer in order to catch a glimpse.

Now where was I? Oh yes, my shorts. I’m not too sure why I’m writing about my new shorts today. Not that I’m obsessed with them or anything. Maybe it’s because I haven’t worn a pair for so long. Maybe for some weird reason I just find them very comfy.

Or maybe this is just another filler post? Yeah right. I’m sure there are a lot of people reading this.

“Emmm I geramlah tengok belakang you tuh. Rasa macam nak cubit je.”

“Okay, besok, I kasi you lepaskan geram you tu. Amacam?”

“Ehhh you ni! Naughty lah!”

I was that close to throwing up. That’s it, no more drama swasta for me!